One More

I wrote this because I know i love to easily and hard...  To let someone go is the hardest thing i can do.. Sometimes you can meet that one person and you tell yourself you can be friends and not have nothing else with that person. But in all reality being friends can be the hardest thing.. esp if they ever decide to get a new girl.. that can hurt.. As much as i cried, a person would say that the person isnt even worth my tears.. but in my eyes your worth alot and mean alot to me.. so what can i do and where can i really go from here but respect Him.. but on the inside crying...

One More: By Riva

Can I cry you out my system...

My pillow moist from my tears….

Because things that were so cloudy became very clear...

It hurts...

Not a little...

A Lot...

In my mind I knew it was coming...

In my heart I was in denial  being wanted and longing.. for you

But things took a turn...

I was always looking around in the dark trying to gather tools..

Tools to fix, to reconfigure back to how we were in the beginning...

But..

My feelings for you meant nothing..

You showed no emotions to how I really felt and I played with what I was dealt...

The feeling of knifes crushing my heart and soul  felt like a tight belt...

And I'm tired..

Tired of being IN Love with you..

So ill love you from a distance and respect your wishes...

But if you gave me the true chance you wouldn’t regret your decision...

I wrote this because it doesn't take long for you to fall in love with someone...You can love someone and they not feel the same way.. It hurts but what can u do? Nothing...live like they love u back and keep them in the friends zone... or move on... All in decisions.. and choices... but i can honestly say i love u .. But Love has its limits and mine is just about up because im starting to realize im in love with myself because he doesn't accept what i want to give him..

Im trying to express myself

Trying to Make it crystal clear

Time is running thin

It has already began

Im tryna get u to listen to me

Just give me ur time

Somethings kant be put on hold

Please just listen to me

Didn’t want to write a letter starting with Dear.

But your time is fragile to u and i don’t need you to disappear

Im coming out to tell you

How my heart is so full

Its so vividly clear

I love u like a helpless fool..

Reserved for 2

 

Reserved

There was a reservation for two ..

But YOU..

YOU cancelled...

Not the first time I had to handle..

Handle the inconsistency of Your egotistical mind…

You Never can make up your damn mind…

You say its all you and its not me

But I Keep..

Keep giving you chance after chance but how long is to long…

My heart is playing tug a war with this thing we have ..

Its like we have a fresh cut grass and weeds keeps blocking the way..

You mean more then just a silly lil game

Spiritually, intellectually, and physically you intercede in me bringing out what I consider fame...

Nothing can quench my thirst but your love, affection, passion, and ur sweet nothings..

But you cancelled..

Once again..

So I look at my phone in disgust like what the hell is he doing to me

I choose to smile..

And I have come to terms that someone else will gladly take your place..

Though I keep envisioning your face

This is a battle of my heart of what we have and either I run to homebase

Or run away to dodge the ball coming to my heart…. broken….never wanting to resurface..

The question is..

Where do I go from here...

SOMETIMES...

Its those sometimes moments when u want to strangle that person and punch them in the face.
but would that really make u happy ? No..

 Love..
Sometimes i just want to say F U
cuz everytime u think u are..... u are slammed in the face with hate..then u realize it was lust...to much of a like...
I can love u but not be In love with u...
Love from a man doesnt hurt
love from a man is someone that can appreciate the small things you do for them
Love from a man is someone who finds all ur messages flattering not annoying
Love doesnt boast or ignore
Love is equivalent to passion
love buys u flowers for no reason
Love opens there heart to u without putting up the no vacancy sign.
Love is overwhelming...

what we come to realize is we cant let old love effect new love...cuz if that is the case i would cuss everyone out and hate everyone..
pain from a love is rough
did i feel like i let love go in my last 4 yr relationship? No
did i get hurt from my last relationship? yes but life takes u on dips and turns ..

so with that i kno there is a much difference in being in love vs just loving someone... I can love everyone...but When u are fallin in love with someone sometimes  u just want to hear it back...

Right now..i dislike Love because My heart thinks she knows love but everytime i come up i fall back 10 steps

More Then You

It was passionate …

Yet sweet..

Tender yet soft..

The embrace that shoulda stayed with me for the long run..

Yet..

My mind wondered down south..

He mesmerized me by words..

Captured me by his lips ..

High off of sweet bliss…

You were in the back of my mind..

Push you to the side…

He wanted me for the moment ..

More then you had time..

Daggers sinking into my side..

Because I betrayed our love..

Cuz I wanted to feel worthy..

But you were to blind to see we fit great just like a glove.…

I just wanted you to hold me..

Even just for a second..

I close my eyes…

Pretend its you..

Cuz he wanted me during the time I wanted you…

LIMITS-F*CK U

Sometimes when things occur iN  my life i just want to say Fuck you but i give u a chance to redeem urself.

I push myself to see how far i can deal with pain and the crushing of my heart.. You know what is crazy? ppl sit around waiting for love, looking for love, and disappointed when they get it....Why is that? cuz its not from the person you want to get it from.  You can give all the love you want to someone and get nothing in return BUT sooner or later that person will recognize what they are missing and want to come back.  Is it right to give them a chance or to even think of providing them with the love that u once gave them.  Lets take Success--u have to take risk--as well as with LOVE... but how many timeS can the HEART BE BROKEN before they realize they are done with love..For me..I love to love..wishing and wanting someone to give my abundance of love that is crawling out of me...without the person thinking I am crazy or lulu..Wanting the person to realize  or say "oh she just acts like that because she is head over heels for me"...flattering is the term...  but flattering doesnt cut it if the person u are giving your love to doesnt love you back.

My Thing Is LoVe HarD BecuZ u MaY be talkin to the love of your life...you never know... if things dont work out ..hey F*ck u as ceelo say...

Passion

The Passion of Our Love Has Ruptured From the Depth Of Our Souls...

A Firey Elliptical Sting Of Our Eyes Join Together...

As We Look Into Each Others Eyes And Behold...

As We Coexist As One...

The Intertwining Of Our Souls...

Bonded Together By More Than Just Pure Lust...

This Is A Passion That's Pure...

A Connection So Stout And Profund..

That When You & Me Become We It Shakes The Ground...

Earthquakes Occur When Our Bodies Touch..

The Simple Word Hello Makes The Heart Smile And Cheeks Blush..

Chemistry Is So Complex Fireworks Explode When Our Passion Meets...

We Fit Perfectly....

What We Share Is Perfect Nonetheless...

To Deter From Your Love Would Cause Me to Digress...

So I Hold on Tight and You Do The Same...

Squeezing Your Arms & Legs Around Me Like Vice Grips...

I Yearn To Feel The Touch Of Your lips...

The Heat Of Our Passion Drips Venom Out our Veins...

Those On The Outside Looking In Can Never Understand...

The Passion Shared By This Woman & Man...

Created by COLLAB~Ms. Riva n Mr. O~