Reserved
There was a reservation for two ..
But YOU..
YOU cancelled...
Not the first time I had to handle..
Handle the inconsistency of Your egotistical mind…
You Never can make up your damn mind…
You say its all you and its not me
But I Keep..
Keep giving you chance after chance but how long is to long…
My heart is playing tug a war with this thing we have ..
Its like we have a fresh cut grass and weeds keeps blocking the way..
You mean more then just a silly lil game
Spiritually, intellectually, and physically you intercede in me bringing out what I consider fame...
Nothing can quench my thirst but your love, affection, passion, and ur sweet nothings..
But you cancelled..
Once again..
So I look at my phone in disgust like what the hell is he doing to me
I choose to smile..
And I have come to terms that someone else will gladly take your place..
Though I keep envisioning your face
This is a battle of my heart of what we have and either I run to homebase
Or run away to dodge the ball coming to my heart…. broken….never wanting to resurface..
The question is..
Where do I go from here...
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