One More

I wrote this because I know i love to easily and hard...  To let someone go is the hardest thing i can do.. Sometimes you can meet that one person and you tell yourself you can be friends and not have nothing else with that person. But in all reality being friends can be the hardest thing.. esp if they ever decide to get a new girl.. that can hurt.. As much as i cried, a person would say that the person isnt even worth my tears.. but in my eyes your worth alot and mean alot to me.. so what can i do and where can i really go from here but respect Him.. but on the inside crying...

One More: By Riva

Can I cry you out my system...

My pillow moist from my tears….

Because things that were so cloudy became very clear...

It hurts...

Not a little...

A Lot...

In my mind I knew it was coming...

In my heart I was in denial  being wanted and longing.. for you

But things took a turn...

I was always looking around in the dark trying to gather tools..

Tools to fix, to reconfigure back to how we were in the beginning...

But..

My feelings for you meant nothing..

You showed no emotions to how I really felt and I played with what I was dealt...

The feeling of knifes crushing my heart and soul  felt like a tight belt...

And I'm tired..

Tired of being IN Love with you..

So ill love you from a distance and respect your wishes...

But if you gave me the true chance you wouldn’t regret your decision...